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15.6.2014

Assalamualaikum...
It's hard to smile,.. I forgot to tell my mom,.. she want to make a call for me..

Sad....

or

Regret...

Finally.. the FINAL is coming around again.. and again...

I can't tell how deep it's going,.. but truly happen to me now I'm realize something,

even I'm not sleep at all.. in my close eyes,.. I pray..

Hurt...

I really want to go somewhere.. to me, get my calmness again..

I'm not speak cause I'm too brilliant..

Empty..

every second, the tears always goes down,.. can't seen? It's hidden on my skin...

...

Dear Lovely mom, even far away... from the corner of my eyes,

 I still can't find something, in myself... what should i do?

they said to me to focus on... but mom, is that true I'm the person that always go to the way they show?

"Separuh hati ku pergi lagi kali ini, tak lagi ku rasa seteruk ini untuk jatuh,.
Mungkin sekarang aku seorang, tapi di akhirat nanti siapa tahu?"

My trust..

Lost the most...

I don't believe,.. how could? 

But it's actually ready happen..

I'm broke my heart..

Enough...

I not take medicine anymore...

i hate myself..

I'm tired...already.

Can I sleep?